Static Shocked

Fuck the static.
Still no exp, still no discussion, still a mountain of gear sitting in MH waiting to be worn.
It had potential to be sure, good set up, agreeable times etc.. Set up remains but the times went to hell nobody will show up at a set time, even after agreeing to or actualy setting up a time themselves. Have to let them know I need out, I'll offer up my whm as a sacrifice to them when they hit 63.
So I went off to pt again after sitting for a week or two or three 2k tnl. I was the worst rdm ever. No clue what the hell happened, I like to think bad dynamics through out the pt. Nice set up and all just everyone but the mnk and pld decided to do w/e the hell they wanted. SMN switched from DD to main heal to buff/support heal to nuker at random, not as needed but completely random. DRK and BLU either blew through the mp in one battle or didnt touch it for extended periods completely screwing my refresh/haste order. Nobody complained but I felt like shit afterwards.

Oh well 15k till Marine Male Gloves those and my Ocean Rope will make for a sexy rdm indeed when I get to wear my Enfeebling Torque in 4 lvls.

Other thoughts on my mind these days ....
I have been debating quitting the game as the northland weather picks up, so much I can get done in RL vs. gaming atm. FFXI has lost its luster for sure.
I think I will be disavowing myself from all LS's and a good portion of the members contained in the very near future there really is a bold line between friends and acquaintances as seen in the "retard and her parrot" incidents my friends friends being my acquaintances and verbal combatants make life hell for other friends and acquaintances. I dont have time for loud mouthed imature fools at least the current one shares my distaste for the last pair, seems he dislikes them even more than I do in fact our shared thoughts on the matter lead to a very nice long chat. I hear people piss an' moan about backstabbing yet find them running thier mouths, I am told things were done in a certain manner yet find this trusted person saying the exact opposite. Its like a cartoon version of any given workplace^^
The more I dwell on this crap the worse it gets.
I should have went bst from the start.
BTW I <3 rdm.
Our static finaly got together mostly by happy accident and knocked out a few exp last night. This is a good thing, I was getting worried it would never happen and since I decided to go rdm main I was begining to panic. I may ask to carry on in static as a whm though since I really want/need to push ahead as rdm.
DVSIII has been fun so far, maybe because I havent done much ... I helped on some zm's the other day as a gimpy blm. Good times. A potential run to sea may be in the works for me there o.O or eeww I dont know .. so far its a keeper.
I pop into FU here and there. That LS seems very quiet lately, very nice people tho.
My very own LS SubligarMonster got a new member lol he saw the name and asked for a pearl just to put on while afk.
XTCPenthouse is what it is. I could probably slip out unoticed far easier than the shells I am a nobody in right now. Friends vs.(or) Acquaintances. I would love to ramble on about loyalty to the cause but I'm confused about how I go about it, seems that 2 people could destroy the community dance and laugh about it and cry /hurray and stay in the "circle of trust". Torn between "loyalty" to a friend and morbid curiosity about the future. I think its settled into more of a "comfort zone" than a watering hole for friends. At least for me.
My f-list is patheticly small but very honest.
I am happy to report that my b-list has been cleared^^ Since the dynamic duo a.k.a "The fun Couple" a.k.a. "The retard and her parrot" are out of sight out of mind theres no reason to keep them there anymore /cheer.